Dissociating: Just another symptom

In my head.. I have not been part of the world for the last 72 hours. Probably since about 6 o'clock christmas day.   I was sat at the dinner table with all my parents friends, parents sat next to me and my little girl by my side and i just thought 'enough now'. THATS … Continue reading Dissociating: Just another symptom

Santa: What the adult me wants

Last night me and my mum put out a piece of paper and pencil for my little one to make her own christmas list for Santa, shes only young so im not sure she even understands but she was still excitedly sat drawing circles around the page. It got me thinking about my old letters … Continue reading Santa: What the adult me wants

Pete Davidson: Regretting Reaching Out?

So i've been scrolling through twitter all day seeing posts about 25 year old Pete Davidson from New York, who took to instagram to tell the world 'he no longer wanted to be on this earth anymore'. The young comedian who has been diagnosed with BPD in the past has been open about his mental … Continue reading Pete Davidson: Regretting Reaching Out?

‘Self Care’: Is it harmful?

Sometimes i will spend a day in bed, i will stay away from my phone, i wont contact anyone, watch tv all day.. and that to me is self care. But to a lot of other people that's isolating myself, worrying people because they can't get hold of me or worst of all being called … Continue reading ‘Self Care’: Is it harmful?

The 9 traits ‘needed’ for a BPD diagnoses

Someday lets hope that this pain will be useful.. i wanted to put my own views into what Borderline Personality Disorder is and my experiences with each of the symptoms: They say that in order to diagnose someone with BPD, they need to have at least 6 of the 9 popular criteria that come with … Continue reading The 9 traits ‘needed’ for a BPD diagnoses

Borderline Mum: The average day

Get up girl. Wishing i had died in my sleep, realising i didn't so i'd probably lie in bed for another half, maybe an hour, wondering what the hell to do with my day because i don't have a job and i don't have any motivation to leave the house.. then id go to the … Continue reading Borderline Mum: The average day