Are you afraid of the dark? Well we are not alone, because i am petrified and so are 11% of the public. So at least we aren't just the only ones being 'scaredy cats'. Ever since i was little i've been so frightened of what looms in the unknown black space of darkness. I hated … Continue reading Achuluophobia: The eternal stretch of nothingness
You know that feeling of abandonment, loneliness, isolation and fear of rejection.. I'm having it so much at the moment, I'm staying with my parents so they want me to come out and about and see their friends and things. I just don't want to be with people. I hate myself so much.. can't stand … Continue reading Feeling Lonely When You’re With People
Last night me and my mum put out a piece of paper and pencil for my little one to make her own christmas list for Santa, shes only young so im not sure she even understands but she was still excitedly sat drawing circles around the page. It got me thinking about my old letters … Continue reading Santa: What the adult me wants
So i've been scrolling through twitter all day seeing posts about 25 year old Pete Davidson from New York, who took to instagram to tell the world 'he no longer wanted to be on this earth anymore'. The young comedian who has been diagnosed with BPD in the past has been open about his mental … Continue reading Pete Davidson: Regretting Reaching Out?
Sometimes i will spend a day in bed, i will stay away from my phone, i wont contact anyone, watch tv all day.. and that to me is self care. But to a lot of other people that's isolating myself, worrying people because they can't get hold of me or worst of all being called … Continue reading ‘Self Care’: Is it harmful?
Get up girl. Wishing i had died in my sleep, realising i didn't so i'd probably lie in bed for another half, maybe an hour, wondering what the hell to do with my day because i don't have a job and i don't have any motivation to leave the house.. then id go to the … Continue reading Borderline Mum: The average day
HELLOOOO, i'm a manic depressive mother with borderline personality disorder. A ex student nurse, ex season worker in greece and ex beauty therapist. I've travelled and experienced quite a lot. I wanted to start a blog for so long but didnt really know what to say in it. But i've decided now to share my … Continue reading Borderline Girl: Who are you?